I feel like i belong to someone, and i wanna be loved and feel love, i want someone to be in love with, i needy about that! but then I go back to all of the bad feelings it implies, all the anxiety, all the pain, all the heart grips, all the crying and all the despair, and I realize I don't want that back in my life again! It's absolutely wrong for me, I don't fit in it and I'm so tired! I maybe have had really bad dating experiences in my life, but I don't know how to not feel those things! I'm lost!